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In the minutes before my execution, the Governor has granted a stay of execution...
He has told me He loves me too much to let this come between us...
I am saved!
In those hours, my world had gone dark... All the possibilities for the future that I had seen were extinguished...
I love you so much, Sir, thank you... You will never regret it...
Love, Respect, Honor... There are no words that begin to cover the feelings I hve for you...
He has told me He loves me too much to let this come between us...
I am saved!
In those hours, my world had gone dark... All the possibilities for the future that I had seen were extinguished...
I love you so much, Sir, thank you... You will never regret it...
Love, Respect, Honor... There are no words that begin to cover the feelings I hve for you...
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I have read, I have caught up on everything and left my own bits and pieces of opinion in the wake. You question your submissiveness, why? Because it doesn't match some other persons definition? That makes no sense. You should be a full blown up doll of submission just because you think you should be? No. You are willing to give up, sacrifice so much for this man and yet one little thing keeps you apart? No it is one bigger thing, fear, plain and simple. On both sides. Rock solid core beliefs that cannot be shaken lead to fossils left in the ground after the stagnate pool dries up. Question everything, leave no stone unturned and never ever stop looking for new answers to the same old questions. I love you babygirl, but you are becoming a mass of jelly and putty and self doubt. Phfffft. You are so much more than that. He may or may not be the right one, but his emotions are based in fear also regardless of what he may tell you. It is all in how we handle the fear, it is all in how the absolutes are read and remember, always remember, Life is a banquet darling, don't be the one who starves to death.
phhhffffftttt.
There are many things that I have agreed to do for Him that I wouldn't for anyone else, being stopped only by fear of the unknown, but this one thing is something I won't do... It is not fear, it is just something I can't do...
Thanks, everyone, for all the kind words...
This last month has been such a roller coaster ride... Hope ya'll don't get motion sick!! LOL
Honey, what is the absolute worst that could happen? If not having him is easier than doing this thing then so be it. If not having him is worse than this thing then so forth and so on. Times change, people grow and learn things change. Nothing is absolute and nothing stays the same. I suppose it depends on what the worst is that could happen either way. Everything is a choice.
Hugs babygirl
I have told Him I would do it... And then spend hours in the shower, and feel disgusting for a few days, but I love Him and I will do it when He asks it of me...
That is the way it will remain, by the way, I won't change my feelings about this... But He knows that I will not let Him down... What He wants He gets... End of subject
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